It's alrdy wed liao and i haven have time to go to BBDC wif joshua to get our PDL. It seems like he's not in a rush to get it and I'm really tired trying to keep contacting him haha. Well lionel accompany me there after school but sadly, it closes at 5pm!!! SIAN! Waste my time n lionel's bus fare! So guilty sia! Anyway lessons' been pretty boring, cant concentrate but daydream during lecture and assignments are all messed up. Dono wad assignments are there except WISP which is tedious!

Anyway went to gym with teck hui n julian today I just found out how weak I am! LOL! NAFA's coming soon!

Met Sha on my way to class after gym and I'm glad to hear that he will be play for ripieno as a guest musician :) But sadly, seems like teck hui gonna back out again! Sian! From the looks of it, I doubt he would be performing unless he's willing to commit to the practices from now. Sigh. Hopefully he makes up his mind fast!

Went to chinese service ytd and den, straight to NP. Helped out wif the ushering for choir Grandioso. We thought the rehearsal was rather dull and it doesnt seems like it'll be a good performance but when the real thing started. We were impressed haha. Good job choir! :) Well teck heng named some of the members and among all, there's one "JUG" which resembles "her". Only difference is, her wu guan is nicer! Haha!

Anyway after the concert while on my way home alone, I thought how great it is to be partners beside you in a performing arts club. Close friends of course. Dono why but wherever, ppl around me just quits, OF COS it's not becos of ME! Sec sch was like tht, NOW poly's the same. How good it is to have a partner! Sure admire those peeps out there haha!

Cca fiesta finally ended. It was the first quartet performance and it totally sucks! I screwed up from the beginning to the end and seems like family concert was much better. Hmm quitted strings finally, hesitated for almost a year after all of my batch ppl left. Well intended to join leo club, no commitment needed. Hopefully the strings club can give me my cca points back faster. Camp, cca fiesta performance etc. Always so slow to get it done, too busy? I suppose so.

Forgotten to go for my medical appointment today!!! It was suppose to be the reveal of my checkup! Went to gym with teck hui instead and ended losing my exp facial wash! SIAN!!! Lol!

A new start indeed. It's really a NEW start haha! Well it's the last sem u'll see me in school le. Lesson starts at 4pm n ends at 5pm today. Wad a waste of time. Hmm really feel like quitting all cca and lead a carefree life in sch haha! No point hoping to see new faces in the cca, really no point. One by one they'll quit. Meaningless. Hopefully this sem will be fun :)

Been waiting for the letter, hoping I'll get the D list. Went to check the mail box today but it was empty but when i was having practice, my mum sms me to inform me tht she received the letter!!! Director List!!! 2 in a row haha! Praise the lord! One more sem before attachment! Let's do it again!

Went to play bball wif CF ppl and it was fun haha! Finally get to perspire again! Sports for life, keep fit! Had $1.80 chicken rice before I rushed back home to prepare for CO practice in the night haha!

Just came back from CO intensive practice camp. More familiar with the pieces now. It was great knowing them. Though I still feel much comfortable wif nps ppl but yesh, gotta admit those co ppl are really fun haha!

Been getting sick this few days due to camp and sleeping in air-con haha. Not tht I'm weak! Well guess being sick really makes u think alot sometimes. I'm glad that I finally know the reason but still feel kinda disappointed bout it haha. The more I look at the post, the more I feel so....

It's always the same problem. Seems like I'm always the one misunderstanding others. I guess it'll be better to become a cold blooded person. Why care or bother so much!

The more u chase, the further it gets. It's always just my wishful thinking haha! Cant help it but guess I'll just be myself den. Whatever I'm after, always seems so vague. Meaningless. Puzzles that cannot be solved. I wana know why. Time? Time again?

Just came back from strings camp. Hurt some1 internally in the midst of the camp n I didnt realise till my frenz told me. Sigh. All I could do was just to apologize. Anyway i went straight to joshua's hse for dinner and the foods were delicious and e good thing was lemon, ling, norman n xiu hui were there. A happy dinner haha.

After e dinner I kinda think alot. Was waiting for lemon to tell me something but it was delayed until nw. I'm no longer feel the urge to knw. Well just mood swing today i guess haha.

Had combined CF gathering ytd and it was fun haha. It's always fun to hang around wif them. A few of us met today for swimming haha! Sadly samuel got serious food poisoning and got sent to the hospital :( Glad he got decharged after a few hours of diagnosis. Glad our prayers work. Praise the lord. Spent the whole day outside wif the remaining few and went back to church wif norman for youth alpha in the night. Everyone in our grp is treating both of us like "gay" LOL. We're brothers and we're 100% purely straight HAHA!!!

Things' really going faster than I thought. Glad to know a friend like you :) Gotta watch my words since it's a public blog haha. Hopefully, things get better and better :)